有時候 真的覺得
我在被玩

被不珍惜的感覺
真的很sian

我想
我應該在沿著一條
沒有得回頭的路

其實 事實是
每一天
自己一個走向碼頭去的時候

我都會跟自己說
其實這樣也okay啊

難過 可是又不見得會死

我還是記得一個人的感覺

其實我有那麼難愛嗎？
還是跟我在一起太久真的很累？

其實 我一直以為我沒做錯事
是不是從頭
問題就已經在我這了？

對他埋怨了
他開始覺得我煩了

但如果我連這樣都要小心
那他是不是不夠愛我

He always says he doesn't deserve all this.

He's always harping on about how we're not clear-headed.

Maybe... he's right.

If he won't even try, if he doesn't cherish anyone, then why am I trying?

What am I fighting for?

I hate this jealous, desperate me.

I want to let go, or get him back.

I don't want to be kept waiting anymore.

I can't...

The pain and disappointment is starting to tear me apart.

Though I'm amazed by the limits of my own endurance, its like everyday a little bit more happens to make me clearer.

I can feel it.

The time is coming soon.